it is a disease

it is a disease
you fucking idiots

i don’t really know
if there’s a point
in bothering to
try my darndest
in convincing you
anymore

there can’t be
another explanation
it’s just like germs were
when big fucking louie
was first tinkering
around (WHAT DUDE
THERE ARE INVISIBLE
INFECTIOUS MONSTERS
SQUIRMING ON DAMN
NEAR EVERY INCH OF THE
EARTH FUCK THAT SHIT
LET’S GET DRUNK LOLZ)

it’s that brainlessness
this stinking rotting contamifuckingnation
this writhing in pain of
purposelessness and this failure
to see these CHANT CHANT
crossmyheartintheshapeoftwoplanks
ofwoodthatwereusedtohumiliateand
suffocatesociallydeemedscumoftheearth
so-called “solutions” that strip logic from
belief so powerfully that everyone
must (KILL EACH OTHER) must
siphon out what little beneficent
neural activity is still struggling
fucking CHANTS
just
aren’t
working anymore (WHY LOLZ) because

because look at you
when it just doesn’t make sense
and the only thing you can say
is that you see the “truth” in “little things”
or some shit
i’m left gagging
in the closest pair of laundered
socks i can find
instead of explaining (TO ME?)
-yes yes you it’s always me
goddamn yelling
take out the ear-rape electronic
diarrhea polluting your ears-
explaining that

if you’re seeking justification
in anything
for a faith (written by peers, for peers!) that
requires no AND IN FACT CANNOT have
any justification
then the façade is broken
and our arbitrary ethics are still

all that’s holding us here
if all that killing was for nothing

that is
if you are
seeking justification

which
of course
you are
because why wouldn’t you
it’s terrifying out here
put down the book and
huddle closer to the fire
yeah see this is good
oh shit we even got
a fresh jay.