7.09.2011

as if it were necessary to understand

if you knew what it meant to me
then you’d understand why i still
get the butterflies

but it’s tainted now
it’s gone away
or it’s convoluted or
it just means that much more to me
and i don’t know what it means to me
but i know that it means

absolutely everything
and all i can hope now is that
i could give it to you
and grant you this love
that i have in this perfect
sunlit dinner for two

in this quagmire of a starless room
where i sit waiting alone
for one more ray
one more moment that
i have yet to adequately
understand how to cherish.

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